Good Morning World

Day 10

"In order to become who you want to be,

you must already believe that you are that person."

--Jamie Pinder

A few months ago I partook in an all-female bodybuilding event.

At this event were women from all walks of life;

bodybuilders,

bikini competitors,

strongman competitors,

diet specialists,

small business owners,

clothing designers,

social media celebrities,

college students,

everyone and anyone.

This event was designed for any women who wanted more.

And oh, did we want more.

We were chomping at the bit, 

soaking up every drop of advice and inspiration.

Now, today I sit reflecting on my experience at this event.

I've had more time to resonate on the information I learned.

I've mulled it over day-to-day and week-to-week.

I've dissected it to find out what feeds this memory flame.

I'm not selfish.

I'm not lazy,

I'm not a faker.

I'm not a cheater.

I'm not a liar.

I'm not a one-upper.

But, I do want more.

Maybe that's why I remain happily trapped in the vicious cycle that is lifting.

I want to be healthier.

Smarter.

More efficient.

More successful.

More multidimensional and diverse.

More helpful.

Kinder.

Softer.

More honest.

More raw.

...

More.

I want more.

I want more of me.

I want more of life.

I want more of happiness.

This is all in my control.

I am both the lion and the tamer.

I am the lotus and the mud.

I am the sun and the moon.

I am who I want to be already.

I am just beginning now to emerge into the light.

Good morning world.